Wednesday, August 27th, 2008 51 views
Life is a roller coaster. Life is a box of chocolates. Life is full of surprises. You never know what you’re gonna get.
What a rainbow of emotions I was having for the past 2 days. On Monday, a good friend from Johor called me. Her father just passed away, 2 weeks ago. I used to work for her father, doing part time when I was studying in UTM Skudai. Early of this month, she lost her unborn baby in pregnancy. She was at her 34th week of pregnancy, it was just a matter of 1-2 weeks or days more for her to expect her newborn baby. I was lost for words trying to comfort her. Anything that I wanted to say would seem so insufficient and insignificant.
Then shortly after I put down my phone, another friend just relayed a not so happy news. Her son’s good friend was playing badminton in front of his house on Saturday evening when suddenly fell over unconscious. The parents then rushed him to the hospital where they did a scan and discovered that one of the arteries in his right lobe of the brain had burst. The doctor said that this is probably a birth defect as the artery wall was unusually thin. They removed a portion of the skull because of swelling.
On Monday morning even though he was unconscious, he seemed to be responsive to voices around him. Then around 12.10pm, he started getting worse. The brain had swelled some more and was pressing against the skull. So they went in for a 2nd operation that evening. The doctor’s prognosis is not good. He told them that chances of survival are pretty slim and if he survived by some miracle, he would have severe n permanent brain damage.
A ruptured artery is caused by an enlargement of the artery wall in a specific area due to blood flow. Its called an aneurysm. Why this happens? Till today, there is no medical explanation for it, yet.
Listening to such news never fails to make me question if life is fair after all. I share the same sentiment with my friend, especially when she said that what she has always struggled with is finding an explanation for these kind of sudden tragedies. God is all about love, isn’t it? So why then does he cause this kind of suffering and pain to innocent little children? So we appreciate life more? What kind of BS is that?
Nope, the theory that God has a plan for everyone of us just does not work for me, I am afraid. I look around me and I see so much suffering in our world and I wonder where is God? I am sorry if I offend anyone here by my thoughts, but for me God is like a super parent and should care and protect us at all times, if he exists.
Then came yesterday, Tuesday. An important day for Malaysians, a big day for Permatang Pauh voters. Voting process started at 8am and I received sms-es, emails and chat messages from friends throughout the day and the topic of the day, of course - Permatang Pauh by-election.
In the afternoon, a friend told us (me and other friends) his wife was already in the hospital, ready to deliver his little man. He was still at Dubai at this time, while his wife is here in Malaysia expecting their baby, supposedly early September. My friend arranged his flight to Malaysia end of this month, on the 30th but his little man could wait no more, it seems like. Well, we congratulated him for the good news and the last I heard around 8pm, he managed to get on the flight to Malaysia and his wife just delivered a healthy 3.7kg baby. I guess he is now with his wife and busy cuddling his little baby. Congrats buddy!!
Of course, the next wonderful news (this depends on which side you are standing), Anwar Ibrahim won a landslide victory in the Permatang Pauh by-election. A thumping victory for the man that has promised and ready to change political landscape of Malaysia. Let’s hope he will deliver his words and stay true to the cause he made us believe and support. I am crossing my fingers and my hope if for achange and a new dawn for Malaysia! Congrats Saudara Anwar for your victory in Permatang Pauh!!
All things come in three it seems, both good and bad things. This morning, my friend informed us, after the 2nd surgery on Monday evening, the poor boy’s condition seems to have stabilized. The doctors were able to remove the blood clots from his brain. He is on antibiotics to treat a brain infection and fever, so he is heavily sedated. On Thursday, the doctors will stop the sedatives if his condition remains stable. They will then assess him further as part of his damaged brain cells were removed which may affect his speech, memory or motor skills. His condition is stable for now, and that is a relief to hear. Things can only get better since he is stable now. Let’s hope for the best yeah?
Life is fragile. Life is unpredictable.
Life is rather like a tin of sardines - we’re all of us looking for the key.
Life is like an onion - you peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.
Carpe scrotum diem!
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Sunday, August 3rd, 2008 891 views
Mohd Saiful Bukhari has a blog.
His blog is at blogspot - ‘Demi Allah, Agama, Bangsa dan Negara‘. Allow me to puke for a while. I am utterly disgusted reading his blog title. 
Please don’t drag your God, religion, race and country in this anal affair of yours. He has 3 posts so far, first entry on July 7th, then July 20th and last entry on August 1st.
Hmm, for someone under police protection and a ‘victim’ of sodomy, he sure has a lot of free time, logging on to his Friendster account sending threats and blogging. His antics are far cry from what we normally expect from a butt-rape victim. Look at him, smiling and smirking when his photo was taken by photographers, he acts more like a celebrity than a victim. Body language tells you a lot of things.
Well, no matter how you look at this anal affair, one thing is sure. This Saiful bugger is sure cheap. Why?
1. IF he is part of a conspiracy what so ever, it means he has been bought off - cheap enough to sell his ass dignity for a price.
2. IF he is truly was sodomised by Anwar, he must have done it willingly for many times as he claimed. How it was possible to be sodomised for 7-8 times? He could have fight for his ass (literally), how hard it takes for a strong 23 years old guy to kick a 61 years old man’s balls? Poke his eyes, bite his ears or nipples of in the midst of ‘passion’? Sit on his ’stick’ and twist it into mashed up piece of meat? Come on, this is his ass we are talking about. Would you have given up your ass to be poked without giving a good fight? 7-8 times? Or probably Anwar ’sweet-talked’ his way through, promised him moon and stars?
SAIFUL BUKHARI IS CHEAP, NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK AT IT!
‘Demi Allah, Agama, Bangsa dan Negara?’ Oh, he is making it sounds like he is making a big sacrifice for this country. What he is thinking, starting a blog to gain support? To defend himself? Hillarious. If he is truly wronged and if it is really for Allah, religion, race and nation he should keep a low profile, only voice and needed and beg for his God’s support and sympathy.
Ask for justice but please do not act holy, using God’s name and religion in your pursue for ‘justice’. It is puke-inducing coming from a person that allowed himself to be forcibly or voluntarily sodomised so many times. Yet he acted so ‘jantan’, threatened to smash this one guy’s head for posting a photo of his sister.
Hey, Saiful, why you never run to any nearest police station before and ask for police protection when you were sodomised for the 1st time? 2nd time? 3rd time? 4th time? So now you daring Anwar to swear on holy book and God’s name? In my understanding, your religion is unsure on this muqabalah thing but it is pretty sure if you stick to your accusation of sodomy, you must provide 4 witnesses to support your claim, but I doubt you understand your own religion very much. Even the much respected Mufti Perak said, it is clear in Islam for the accuser to produce 4 witnesses in the in the case like this and swearing on Quran and God’s name according to him is a suggestion by people that are ‘too smart’.
Crap, anyone can swear as many times as he likes if the person is not a God-fearing person. I can do that, how many times, how many God-s and how many holy books you want me to swear on that Saiful is selling his ass for a cheap price? Invoking God’s name in vain a tell sign that the person is God-fearing? Far from it. I am extremely cautious and skeptic when one’s keep mentioning God’s name in vain. How simplistic to think that by swearing, performing some religious rituals the person is believable to tell nothing but the utmost honest truth. Human can be so dumb sometimes.
ps: In no time I am writing this post to insult anyone’s beliefs, religion or God. Please do not get offended 
pss: Er Saiful, is it true Mumtaz Jaafar is your godmother?
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Monday, July 28th, 2008 110 views
If what RPK wrote in his latest article ‘Doctor on the run: police want him to fabricate evidence against Anwar’ is true, then Saiful can be sure his place in hell is confirmed. As your religion says ‘fitnah’ (spreading mischief) is among the seven biggest sins that your God frowns upon and the reward is hell 
I quote from RPK’s article.
On 21 July 2008, I published an article in this same column called HOW, YET AGAIN, THEY ARE TRYING TO FABRICATE EVIDENCE AGAINST ANWAR. (Read the article here ).
In that article I mentioned as follows:
You see, they asked a certain doctor from a certain hospital to conduct an examination on Saiful. The doctor did so and he came out with a report that said there is no evidence Anwar had ever penetrated or sodomised the young man. The police then picked up the doctor and detained him for three days. As much as they tried to force him to change his report to implicate Anwar he refused to do so.
Until today, the doctor stands by his report that there is no evidence Anwar had sodomised Saiful. He knows he is going to be made to pay for this but he doesn’t care. He is not going to change his report and say that Anwar sodomised Saiful whatever they do to him. Exasperated, the police had to release Anwar on personal bond or police bail. The doctor refuses to doctor his report and neither does Anwar want to volunteer his new specimen.
Well, that doctor’s name is Dr Mohamed Osman Abdul Hamid from the Hospital Pusrawi and he has now taken his entire family and has gone into hiding because the police are looking for him and they want him to change his medical report.
At 2.00pm on 28 June 2008, Mohd Saiful Bukhari Bin Azlan went to see Dr Mohamed Osman to complain about a pain he is suffering in his anus. Saiful told the doctor that he had been assaulted by ‘a very important person’ — meaning, of course, sodomised by Anwar Ibrahim.
Dr Mohamed Osman examined Saiful but found no evidence that he had been sodomised, either by Anwar Ibrahim or anyone else for that matter. The doctor’s report (which can be viewed below) says that there is zero (0) skin tearing, zero (0) active bleeding, zero (0) traces of pus, etc., which basically means he can’t be suffering from a pain in the anus as what he alleges.
The doctor’s diagnosis is that he rules out or TRO (to rule out) assault (sodomised). In short: Mohd Saiful Bukhari Bin Azlan is not suffering any pain in the anus and neither was he assaulted or sodomised in the anus.
Saiful then said he would like to make a police report so Dr Mohamed Osman suggested he go for a second medical examination at a government hospital. Saiful did so and the doctor at the government hospital also came out with the same diagnosis. Nevertheless, Saiful still made his police report at the pondok police in the hospital.
In spite of the doctors all confirming that Saiful was never sodomised, the police still pursued the case. Anwar Ibrahim was subsequently arrested by about 20 SWAT members in Balaclavas and armed to the teeth in a dramatic movie-style action-packed drama in front of his house after he had confirmed he would be reporting to the police station at 2.00pm as required.
The police detained Anwar in the lockup until the next morning and even brought him to the hospital for examination and to try to obtain his specimen for what the police say are for purposes of doing a DNA profile. The fact that the police already have Anwar’s DNA profile from 1998, plus the doctors from both hospitals confirm that Saiful was never sodomised, did not seem to matter.
Clearly the government is attempting to fabricate evidence against Anwar and is trying to indict him on trumped-up charges of sodomy. And who but the slime-ball AG and scumbag IGP, the same two players in the 1998 episode, can be behind this latest travesty of justice.
Read more at Malaysia-Today.
Included with the article is the doctor’s report:
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