Rants + Birthday!

Didn’t get to online for the past few days, something wrong with the internet connection. Cheebuy Streamyx. I hope they go bankrupt after Wimax is implemented. Sucky services, crappy customer service, cut-throat rates, farking slow speed. This is what we get after all this years. People are getting faster and faster speed, better and cheaper internet connection and we are lagging behind. WTF wrong I just couldn’t figure it out.

And what’s wrong with our parlimentarians? Every now and then you will hear some asshole saying ‘Kalau you tak suka cara sini, you keluar lah dari negara ini’ (If you don’t like the way it’s here in this country you can get the fark out) How this kind of attitude is fit to serve as a parliment member? Monkeys.. Oh yea, we are really fark up, just look around.

Police is investigating the Anti Corruption Agency (ACA) most powerful man, the ACA Deputy-General and ACA is investigating the person that’s supposed to look after the police, the Deputy Internal Minister. How shitty is that? You cannot get more shit than that I guess. How we are supposed to trust the system, when the highest people in power themselves involved in this kind of thing? I don’t.

And, there will be no revision of oil price just yet, the reason is the depreciation of world oil price is not stable, we will need more time to consider before getting on with the decision. This is a very important decision to make, cannot be done in haste. Government still paying a LOT for the oil subsidies, bla bla bla.. bla.. I don’t hearing all that when they decided to increase it overnight last time? No announcement, nothing. Oh they did announce it 4 hours before they implemented it. Fark! Why last time we never need more time to consider bla bla?? Hmm enough with the rantings, let’s move on.

A person very special to me is celebrating her special moment in, let me see.. 40 mins from now. 29th March is her birthday!!! I kinda ‘forgot’ her birthday last year and I was very sorry for that, you can read it here. This time I will not forget about it!! Haha! So I’m going to put up my wishes here Happy Birthday b~! I’m sorry I’m not with you celebrating your birthday, again… (physically I’m not with you, but you know I’m always around ceh ceh!… haha~!)

I hope that I’ll be be there, next to you, blowing candles for your next birthday yeah! Just want to let you know that life is so much better with you, let’s hope for better days ahead, take good care of yourself, love you always. Muaks!

Let’s sing the song for the birthday girl, Mel

Go, go, go, go, go, go
Go, shorty
It’s your birthday.. (lol.. 50 cent intoxicated, sorry)

Okay, a proper one now

Happy birthday to you, (2x)
Happy birthday, happy birthday~~!
Happy birthday to YOU!! Happy birthday to you (2x)
Happy bithday to Mel………
Happy birthday to YOU!!!!!!

(Claps claps.. kisses.. muaks muaks! bwahahahahaha!)

Enjoy your birthday dear~!

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Tagged! (Personality Test)

Cibol tagged me, so I forced myself to do this dumb shit..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend – you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

p/s: Will comment on the result later, going back home now~!

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Liar Liar

Do you ever tell a lie? I think so. Most of us lied before, it’s part of or life. It is a social skill one need to have, it’s the way the social world operates. Parents lied to their kids and saw it as acts of love, to protect them. So what is the worst/biggest/nastiest lie you ever tell?

Well, when I was a kid, I used to lie to my parent, very often hehe…I lied for many reasons, to get things, to get out of sticky situations and so on… Oh come on, children lie all the time. Children exaggerate, twist the truth, hide the facts, manufacture stories, and deny the obvious. When we growing up, most of the time knowing that we did something wrong, out of being afraid that our mom will blow up at us or dad will take out the rotan, we will lie to save ourselves. We lie because we were afraid of our parents temperament. For me, it is the lesser of two evils, so I lied and hoped that I would get away with it. (Of course, most of the time I didnt get away haha! My parent is too smart for that)

I remember a lie that I told, that up to this very day if I think of it will create a smile on my face. Not that I am proud with the lie I told (Er, kinda proud a bit that I was able to create such a perfect lie.. bwahahahahaha!! Joking..)

So let me share with you what it was about. When I was in Form 1, I was suspended from hostel for 2 weeks. I was involved in one serious case (I may tell you guys about it in future, see how ) Let just say it was a serious offense and the the school decided to suspend me from hostel for 2 weeks + 50 demerit points.

You see, I was staying in hostel, when you are suspended from hostel, you still need to go for class. But suspended from hostel means I had no place to stay and I would have problem going for class. If I didn’t go for class, I definitely couldn’t tell my parent that out of nothing the school closed for 2 week. I need to go for classes and find a place to stay without my parent knowing. It is different if you are not staying in hostel, for that serious offence you will be suspended from school for 2 weeks, no need to attend class. For hostel students, they will be suspended from hostel, and still need to attend class. Weird.

I didn’t tell my parent about it. My mom knew nothing of the case, or the punishment I received. (Only after she received a letter from the school which she received long after I finished my suspension asking her to come to school to meet the discipline teacher, with me along of course.. hehe, she knew that I was having discipline problem in school.

But, up to this day she never knows what nature of case I was involved. I don’t dare to tell her. And what for korek cerita lama yang tak best in front of your parent right?) Ok continue with the story, so I couldn’t stay in hostel, I didn’t inform my parent where should I go? Oh yeah, it was end of semester (Form 1) that I was told by the school it that for the first 2 weeks in new semester (Form 2), I need not to come to school. (Suspended lah..)

During my semester break I did try to tell my mom about it, but I didn’t. (Scared mar..) So after the semester break, as usual I would go back to Miri (My hometown in Sarikei) on Saturday by bus and stayed at my mom’s friend place. Our old neighbour place. (I was in Miri until Standard 3, then moved to Sarikei). So on Sunday morning, when she asked me (let’s call her Auntie Mary)

Auntie Mary : So what time you are going back to hostel?

Me : Er.. Actually I got something to tell you. Do you mind if I stay here for 2 weeks?

Auntie Mary : Ah? Why? I thought you supposed to go back this afternoon?

Me : (thinking fast…) Hmm.. hm.. you see Auntie Mary, my hostel is having some renovation works, so the students cannot stay in hostel for a period. They said it will take 2 weeks then we can go back to hostel. (Out of the blue moon, this came out from my mouth.. )

Auntie Mary: Oh liddat ah? Aiya, not a problem, stay here as long as you want.

Me: (oh yeah!!!!!!!) Thank you Auntie. You are so kind. (Smile.. smile..)

That’s it. For the next 2 weeks, everyday I walked to the bus station, took bus to school, attend classes like normal, until the end of my suspension. The funny thing was not many knew that I was suspended from hostel, I just told them I stayed with my relative for a while before back to hostel and I already asked the warden’s permission for it Auntie Mary never figure out that I lied to her. And my mom never know I stayed at her place for that 2 weeks… So what is the biggest lie you have ever told and for what reason?? Let me know

p/s: I’m not proud of the fact the I lied to the people that care about me, it felt like I used them and I regretted that I did that.. Don’t lie, it will catch up with you one day.. jeng jeng jeng…..

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“Muar Mandarin”

Hello guys, wassup!! I’m posting from office. My pc still not yet fix But I got a new pc at office haha! Cannot write very long, but will love to share this video with you guys. This guy got talent! Haha! Good rapping and interesting music video he got there, so check it out ya!

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